tu est mon amour de ma vie

الان نشسته ام توی آفیس خونه مامانم اینا. میخوام درس بخونم ولی مثل همیشه افتادم به کار اجتبابی :)خیلی وقته که حال و هوای نوروز به اون شکل برامون وجود نداره. پارسال که نه سفره هفت سین چیدیم نه جایی رفتیم، مثلا گفتیم برامون مهم نیست. روز عید مستاجرمون مهمونی داشتن و ما صداشون رو میشنیدیم. اون موقع بود که دلم گرفت. یادمه رفته بودم توی وان کلی هق هق گریه کردم...خلاصه امثال گفتیم یکم دور هم جمع بشیم و اومدیم خونه مامانم. اینجا تعطیلی واسه نوروز وجود نداره، نوروز هم افتاده وسط هفته. شانس اوردم کلاسام این هقته اکثزا آنلاینن.سال ۱۴.۲ سال معمولی بود. اتفاق خیلی خاصی نیافتاد. من که همش درحال درس بودم و اصن نفهمیدم چطور گذشت... ولی فکر کنم شخصیت مستقل تری پیدا کردم. شاید یکم اعتماد به نفسم یهتر شد. مسئولیت های بیشتری تونستم به جز درس خوندن داشته باشم. رابطه ام با عرفان خیلی دردسراش کمتر بود البته بگذریم از یه سری کنتاکت های جدی که نزدیک به جدایی داشت میرفت ولی خب باعث شد در نهایت صمیمیت خودمون و خانواده هامون بیشتر بشه.ایشالله سال ۱۴.۳ سال خوبی باشه برای همه. ایشالله عقد میکنم امسال تابستون :)‌ بتونم یکم از زندگی بیشتر لذت ببرم بجای اینکه همیشه تحت استرس باشم. ایشالله که کمتر تنبلی کنم. شاید یکم آشپزی یاد بگیرم. یکم کدبانو باشم. کیارخ میدونستی سال دیگه این موقع درسای حضوریت تموم شدن و داری دوره طرح میگذرونی؟‌:)‌ ماهی به دمش رسیده... سال خوبی داشته باشی کیا جونی :) tu est mon amour de ma vie...ادامه مطلب

نمیدونم برای کسی پیش اومده یا نه ولی من وقتی کوچیک بودم وقتی میدیدم یکی ۲۵-۲۶ سالشه میگفتم ااا طرف چقدر بزرگه خفنه میدونه میخواد با زندگیش چیکار کنه کاش بشه منم بزرگ بشم فهمیده شم ولی سنم رفت بالا نفهمیدم چی شد :)))

tu est mon amour de ma vie...

Kash mishod inja betoonan esmam ro dorost talafoz konan ke majboor nasham mokhafaf konam esmamo bezaram Kia. Obohatte esmam nabood shode asan :))) Albate ensan khodesho tatbigh mide. Masalan man inja vase inke esmam yad begiran migam Kia, like the car company Oonam sari yad migiran omran faramoosh nemikonan!Begzarim az inke parsal ye pesare dige bood esmesh Kiarash oonam mokhafaf karde bood esmesho shode bood Kia. Bad hey ma baham ghati mishodim :))) yeki dobar pishoomad ke ostad bargasht behem goft kia emailet ro gereftam o felan bad man aslan email nazade boodam oon yeki Kia bood. Hala in Kia refighame ha. 8 saalesh boode oomade Canada vali.Man ba in esmam koli challenge dashtam ta alan. Marasemaye mokhtalef ke khastan esmam ro began, az doctor ke zang mizanan o ... harki yejoori esmam taalfoz mikone. Manam hosele nadaram dorost konam ahamiat nemidam.Haeaghal shoaram esmamo dorost mige. Khoda merci ke shohaharam mitoone "kh" talafoz kone mesle oon oskole bozorgvare canadyee behem nemige Kia Inam ye dalil dige ke adam bayad shohare irani kone. Oon Canadayee chi bood vaghean vaghtamo talaf kardam :))Kiarokh...Kiarokh...Kiarokh... Khash ajir (bababozrogram) zende bood o midid ke alan kojayee, chikar mikoni. Kash kasi ke esme kiarokh ro barat entekhad kard hanooz inja bood. Baram baz migoft ke cheghadr fekr karde o ba zogh in esmo baram gozashteh...Delam tang shode barat bababozorg... Kheili bishtar az oon chizi ke fekr mikardi az nazare akhlagh o zaher shabihetam. alan ke ya tu est mon amour de ma vie...ادامه مطلب

Ghaleb jadid shabihe khodame Googool magooli mesle khodam Yade roozayee bekheir ke na insta bood na tik*tok. Ma nasle blogfa, chatroom o yahoo hastim :))) Cheghadr zogh ghaleb unqiue o sheklak ina dashtim bezarim weblogemoon :) eshgh ino dashtim bazdid o comment begirim dooste jadid peyda konim! che roozayee bood!+ yeki mano biad bezare sare darsam (aaa, Jomle bandio hal kardi! hichish dorost nist) tu est mon amour de ma vie...ادامه مطلب

Khob Topic emtehanam STI and cellulitis o ina hast. Dashtam neshoonehaye bimari ro negah mikardam bebinam chesheklian o ina bad partneram fekr kardam daram chizaye khak barsari niga mikonam :)))) Hala bia dorostesh kon

+ Antibiotica benazaram joze sakhtarin topica hastan. Makhsoosan inke bedooni che bacteria hayee ro pooshesh midan. Omadam masalan jadval dorost kardam vali khode jadval az matlab gij konande tar shode Please HELP!

tu est mon amour de ma vie...

Man alan daram sare class in posto minevisam. Alan ye groupe dige dare presentation anjam mide. Saat 12:35 pmBazi oghat be khodam eftekhar mikonam. Midooni chera? Chon daram too keshvari dars mikhoonam o zendegi mikonam ke 17 saal az zendegi hich azash nemidoonestam. Hata Zabanesh ro. Alan oomadam dar kenare kasayee dars mikhonam, kar mikonam, class presentation midam ke ya inja bedonya oomadan ya inke zire 10 saleshoon boode oomadan Canada. Oonvaght mane poroo na tanha mikham karayee ke oona daran anjam midan o anjam bedam balke mikham behtare oonha anjman bedam Emrooz ye presentation dashtam ke darbareye ye case bimari bood (Psoriasis Anthritis). Ghablan ham anjam dadam vali nemidonam chera emrooz kheili eftekhar kardam bekhodam. Shayad ham kheili ravoon o khoob banoodam (man az hichi razi nistam hichvaght!) vali vaghti fekr mikonam ke ba vojoode che moshkelati be inja residam baes mishe eftekhar konam bekhodam.In rooza halam kheili khoobe bezanam be takhte. Ba parteam kheili khoshalam o doosesh daram. kheili vaghte fahimdam he is the one. Ye hese omid daram be ayande, chizi ke kheili vaght toye man morde bood. Hala bebinim chi mishe tu est mon amour de ma vie...ادامه مطلب

Alan saat 1:45 daghighe sobhe va man az key mikham dars bekhoonam vali ta shode kare enjtebai anjab dadam az jomle khoondane poste haye ghabli in weblog az aval Ba khoondane tak take postaye ghablam motevajeh shodam jayee ke alan hastam arezooye Kiarokh 5 saal pish boode. Kheili kheili hamechi taghir karde vali chizi ke hanooz tooye man namorde talash bayad zendegie behtare.Alanam ke kasi to pisham daram ke ahdafesh be man nazdike o pa be paye man talash mikone, mifahmam cheghadr zendgei o talash baraye behtar kardanesh mitoone ghashang bashe.Kheilia az asib haye roohi ke man to in moddat keshidam khabar nadaran. Nemidoonan ke cheghadr zarbe khordam bad az rabete ba kasi ke didesh be zendegi mesle man nabood o cheha be man gozasht ta betoonam kasi ke zendegim shode bood ro az zehnam pak konam. In dar sharayeti bashe ke befahmi cheghadr gozashtan az to baraye taraf rahat boode vali to dar ranjo azab dashti misookhti. Kheili kheili sakht bood o khoshahalm ke ta hadde ziade behtaram, harchand baz hanooz yadesh mikonam o social mediash ro negah mikonam, shayad chon yejoorayee delam mikhad befahmam chiakr mikone, va che zamani karma soraghesh miad.Shayad ghabl az in ke ba namzadam ashna besham, fekr mikardam zendi be akhar reside. Vali alan taze mifahmam ke cheghadr khoshalam ke rabete ghabli tamoom shod va man ba shakhsi ashna shodam ke az hame lahaz be man nazdik tare o man ro mifahme. Kheili kheili khoshalam ke dar kenare ham dige hastim, khoone khardim o baraye behtar shodan h tu est mon amour de ma vie...ادامه مطلب

Khob mesle inke cheshm zadam zendegimo:)) Emrooz oomadim mashin lebas-shooyee roshan konim ke ab az sinke ashpazkhoone zad bala :| Be ye nafar zang zadim biad dorost kone vali mesle inke ba fanar inja jaban nemide o bayad bakhshi az divaro tabaghe payeen ro beshkafan ta loolaro dorost konan. Gheimat dadan $2500 + tax! Badbakht shodim beghole partneram "har dam az in bagh bari miresad"Manam doshanbe emtehan daram o aslan nemitoonam tamarkoz konam roo darsa. Badanam beham rikhte kolan. Soba mikhabam shaba bidaram ta dars bekhoonam. Omidvaram ok bashe hamechi. Mamanam chand roozi oomade pishemoon ke yekam khialemoon rahat beshe va vaghean mamnoonam azash ke ba vojoode rahe 2 saate miad pishemoon. Vojoodesh alan kheili baese arameshoom shode o nemidoonam age nabood ba in hame feshar chikar mikhastim bokonim. kheili fadakare mamanam o kash yeroozi betoonam jobran konam barash Alan bayad beshinam dars bekhoonam rajebe autoimmune conditions. Khodayee hal nadaram vali chareee nist :( tu est mon amour de ma vie...ادامه مطلب

Hello again! I'm writing from work, feeling incredibly tired and counting down the minutes until I can catch some much-needed sleep.With only three weeks left in my co-op, I'm more eager than ever to absorb knowledge about various hospital units. Fortunately, as students, we have the opportunity to shadow pharmacists in different units for three half-days. In my last post, I shared my experience shadowing NICU and pediatrics, which was adorable and fascinating. Yesterday, I had the chance to shadow the renal unit, delving into the dialysis process and its purpose. However, today brought an exceptionally captivating experience – witnessing a knee replacement surgery from start to finish. It was a truly remarkable opportunity, and I may not get another chance to observe surgery, making this co-op experience all the more special. The surgeon, recognizing my eageess to lea, interacted with me throughout the procedure, explaining each step and inviting me to come closer for a firsthand look. I observed the entire process, from the patient being put to sleep to the final stitches before heading to the recovery room.Another exciting aspect of today was the surgeon giving me leftover clay used beneath the metal knee joint to clean debris. Placing my hands in a bowl, I received the clay, initially unsure of its purpose. As I played with it while watching the surgeon close up the wound, the clay began to stiffen and grow hotter. It got so hot that I had to switch hands to hold it. tu est mon amour de ma vie...ادامه مطلب

I'm currently at work while also preparing for my upcoming makeup final exam on Friday. At the moment, there's a patient in room 17, which is located across from the central area where I typically sit. This patient is an 80-year-old male who deals with short-term memory loss, often coming out of his room every 5-10 minutes, expressing a strong desire to go home. What strikes me about him is not just his condition but his remarkable attitude. He's consistently cute and kind in his interactions.Whenever he asks to go home, the nurses have to come up with creative stories to explain why he can't leave. Sometimes, when I'm alone at my station without a nurse present, he'll approach me and inquire why he can't go home. I don't mind answering his questions at all because each time I do, he responds by saying how nice and kind I am, expressing his appreciation for the help. I genuinely feel for this gentleman and care about his well-being. It's akin to having a neighbor who knocks on your door every 5 minutes, but because he's so affable, you're more than willing to assist.The fact that there isn't a cure for memory loss troubles me deeply, and it's not just memory loss; there are many medical conditions for which we lack effective treatments. While we do admirable work in the hospital, saving lives and improving the quality of life for countless individuals, I can't help but empathize with those who suffer from conditions we can't yet treat.Both of my grandfathers battled Parkinson tu est mon amour de ma vie...ادامه مطلب